..Confused

Only two posibilities.. I'm so attractive or am so strange!!

I can hear someone asking two posibilties for wat??

Well I meant that these r the only posibilities why people always look at me.. My friends tell me both, but new friends tell me am that attractive..

Dnt think so.. Am not that handsome ( Regardless wat all tell me).

Is it the carisma?! The general layout of me?!

Anyway I'm glad of that.. coz that means am a friendly nice person.. Dat's why I oftenhave new friends.

But being in a place with all these eyes on you is also a curse..

I never be alone with myself except here in my " Sawma3a" behind the theatre of this fuckin' college..

Here I find me.. I sit with my dearest friends.. My pen, My note book & my songs.

Here I feel that the world is mine.. I feel that I can fly.. Also I feel that am nthn but a piece of shit on the pavement that no one even cares to look at!!

Yes, I can see the contradiction.. The opposition.. But all of this inside me..

Hey! Why was that one lookin' at me??! YADY EL NELA.. have a rest yabny.. stop thinking.. stop caring about those who look at u.. Yes u r not as all people.. For some u r more than wonderfull, for some u r less than some saliva on the floor!!

5alek hna.. Ma3 " Your best friends"..

Aw 2a2ollak.. 2e2fl el kashkol w kammel el habl bta3 el 7aya ely e7na 3ayshnha..

3abth.. 3abth.. 3abth!!!

                                                                                                         Done.

                                           So shit...